A girl that sometimes clueless, sometimes knows what happens underneath. She knows life is not easy but she won't give up. She will climb again. Over and over. Allah is with her. She will always need Him. Forever love.
So I take this 33min as my vovo's batery had mentioned before vovo hibernating to update my blog.
Yeah. Me, mira and other matriculearners are super busy right now. With the over dose extra classes and pre-tests. Almost in 2 weeks, we'll take our final exams, PSPM. I'm in super frightened state right now because all the test are super hard. Or am I just not ready yet?
Not to take this blame on myself. I hate blaming myself. Enough what I get until now. Whatever I get for my results, I try my very best not to blaming myself. I will said, "it's okay Sharina... hang on..I can do better than this.."
This life is so challenging. Always testing what's the real inside of me, imaan. But, always 'BERSANGKA BAIK DENGAN ALLAH'. As my along's said, " Allah itu terletak atas sangkaan kita. Kalau kita minta yang baik2, termakbul la. Kalau duk minta yang bukan2, makbul juga la." lebih kurang cenggitu la. sangkaan. lebih kurang dengan konsep percaya. Maybe kita kena banyak muhasabah diri sebelum tidur. Caranya? Sebelum tidur, renung siling dan berfikir sejenak. Lagi bagus dalam gelap gelita, tidur pun lebih berkualiti. Ni belum sempat merenung, dan kroh-kroh-kroh dulu. Yeah, bila muhasabah kan, hati mesti rasa tenang dan lebih bersyukur. Aku pun kadang2 lagha gak. Pegi layan dulu lagu kpop2 baru baca doa..baru kroh-kroh. Lehhh...nina where's the muhasabah? Let's begin from now... shall we...
-kiok, the whole world is gelap-gelita-
-put the charger on and continue typing hehe-
Oh ye. I will disabled like one month from now. Not me haha, my bloggie of course. This 2 weeks, last lectures and next week, study week yo. Then, the next two months, e x a m i n a t i o n s . total up! we will get 4 weeks = 1 month. 0.o. please. w i s h m e l u c k !
Odd thing happen today. As in science comp class, I help Shasha registering pismp, the teacher thingy on moe website. I open my pc secretly, worrying my teacher would say, "no turn on the computer during tutorial aaa..turn off the computer aaa.." ok, bianei mrs Ling ngeh ngeh ngeh. Suddenly, it becomes a whole lot interesting seeing the courses of teaching. Before this, if my mom asking me applying any teacher courses, memang masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri lah jawapnyeeee hehe. If they are applying, why shouldn't I? right away..i sms-ing my mom...
"mak...bla bla bla..." (dengan penuh harapan)
-message from omma-
"ok , nnt mak balas. mak ada kelas. "
-.-" well. lumrah kalau mak kamu orang seorang guru. Then, she called me and i ask her to take care of it. ngeh ngeh ngeh. I can't apply with this 'tak menentu lajunya' wifi ni. Home, heaven of wifi-ing. Lol. Ok, as i were saying, suddenly it would be so interesting to teach at primary school. I choose english and art in sjkc. gedik kan. demand pulak. Pelik. aku sangatlah fobia dengan profesion guru huahuahua. Insyaallah. Ada rezeki..ada la :) (Alang-alang hati dah terbuka, peluang yang sangat lah berharga. maintain ok nina haha)
Wokeyh. I have to get going babes and dudes. S t u d y .
D o a k a n s a y a d a p a t 4 f l a t !
aminnn... (amin kan dulu lah hihi)
annyeong~ ^_____^ V peazeeee!!
mode blog's idle : ON
p/s : want to apply the pismp too? hurry! tarikh tutup khamis ni 5 h/b. beli no pin kat bsn. all u need is i.c no. harga? idok le ku tau. mak ku yang belinye. lupe nk tanye hehehe. rm 6 kot....