Out Of Reach

                                 "Out Of Reach" by Gabrielle

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me

#NowPlaying ~~~

Silent when someone is praying

Ada satu ketika tu, aku dan jannah baru habis solat zuhur di surau kat fakulti aku. Lepas tu, kami ada kelas makmal sains tanah. Sejurus kami keluar dari pintu surau. Kami dipanggil oleh seorang laki, foreigner. Sebenarnya aku rasa terpanggil utk memandang dia dan aku ingatkan dia nak tanya direction. Herm, mentang2 foreigner, itu je aku tau. Rupa2nya bukan..

Dia : Assalammualaikum..

Kami : Waalaikummussalam..

Dia : I want to talk to u guys for a while..

Aku dan jannah berpandangan...hehe..terkezut.. apa salah kami..tidakk haha jk

Dia : did u know when there's a person are praying..and other person were reciting quran in the mosque..and the person was confused the word he baca in the sembahyang..so,we cannot baca quran if someone was sembahyang right..but, how about if someone was praying..and there is one group were talking about their work in the mosque..
and the person were praying skipped one ayat of quran..for example, (dia baca surah alfatihah dan dia skip satu ayat)..he confused while he recite in the prayer..how about that?

Jannah : it kinda rude..

Dia : So..I asking for you to work..

Kami : work?

Dia : I mean that..please don't let others talking in the mosque (tak ingat sgt ayat dia tapi gaya dia macam mintak kerjasama kiteorang untuk tolong tegur orang yang bercakap tentang hal duniawi dalam surau).okay, InsyaAllah..Assalammuaikum.

Then, he go away..Me and jannah agak terkesan and apa yang dia cakap memang benar. Point dia sebenarnya adalah untuk menegur kita supaya kurangkan bercakap dalam surau/masjid lebih2 lagi hal dunia. Sebenarnya tadi tu dia ada buat perbandingan, if orang yang buat benda mulia macam baca alquran pun tidak digalakkan baca,takut mengganggu orang yang tgh solat. Apatah lagi orang yang tengah bercakap tentang hal dunia?? Get it? Kannn...

Siapa makan cili, terasa lah pedasnya hohoho. Aku akui, aku pun ada gak buat perangai lagha macam tu dalam surau. Tapi kat masjid, jarang la pulak. Tak tau lah kalau tak perasan ke. Semua ni untuk kita semua including me and jannah. Hope we become more cautious after this. Dia pun ada sempat jugak cakap, "even our prophet, Rasulullah saw has said that...." something about not talking in the surau..So, aku pun berfikir, kalau mereka ni pun mengambil contoh dr Rasulullah..apa lagi kita..sedangkan kita tiada beza pun. Semua umat Rasulullah. Ok, ingat2 lah pesan Rasulullah saw ye semua..moh kita amalkan sunnah dia jugak..InsyaAllah...

Oh, tau tak? Sepanjang conversation kiteorang, dia hanya memandang ke bawah. Betapa dia menjaga adab pergaulan. Mula2 nya aku pelik. Kenapa dia pandang bawah je ni. Rupa2nya itu haha. Lihat? betapa dia sangat mengikut sunnah2. How about us? Ask urself.. ;)

Assalammualaikum!

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HottNotes at Desktop

Hai!

I want share something. Just a small one. As a student, I think this is essential for you guys.

Kita kan rajin bukak laptop. Bangun pagi je terus bukak laptop. Even sebelum breakfast or mandi, kita mesti bukak laptop dulu sebab nak tunggu dia loading lama. Ke aku je yang buat keje macam ni?hahaha

Anyway, software ni sangat berguna. Dia macam sticky notes yang korang tampal kat meja tapi yang ni dia inside the computer. Maybe some of you guys dah ada, it's okay. Yang ini untuk mereka yang tak tau lagi.

Software ni nama dia hott notes.

Korang tengok desktop aku, penuh!

Blue - doa mula dan selepas belajar =)

Red - assignment >_<

Lime - Renung-renungkan hehe

Purple - to see how close submittion date. o.0

So useful, right? So download lah cepat!!!

http://www.hottnotes.com/download.html

Okay, aku lupa something.

Kalau korang nak buat new notes, just tekan kat keyboard tu "gambar windows + huruf N"

Pilih laa apa yang berkenan di hati..

Message note tu korang tulis lah apa yang korang nak.

Checklist note pulak list yang nak di check kan haha

Scribble note, korang conteng lah apa suka

Cancel tu cancel lah :D

kbai!

My dad is abah

My dad

We always talk about books and he always give me an initiative to improve my studies. Like when I was in form 3/5, he bought me Amalina's book.

Recently, he recommend a journal or diary-like by a professor. By using that book, several students improved a lot in their studies. A lot. So...now Im on my way to find it.

Not just books. He bought me bottles of honey during spm and also matriculation. Honey is so good for our brain. Nowadays, lot of quran 30 juzu' are in the market. :) especially al-shifaa's honey. Very famous that one.

He can suggest thousands of ways, but in the end..it depend on me. Hard work. Try for the best. Ikhtiar. Don't worry. He sees all our hard work. No pain no gain. Sometimes, when seeing my results, I almost want to give up...but, there is something that keep me going on. Quit is not the right way. Allah don't like people who quit easily ..So, gather up my strength and just do it. Can I cry? I really want to do so much better.

My abah.

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Pru13 dan cuti upm

Err, don't know how to delete previous one through this apps haha.

Btw, musim pru13 telah pun berakhir. BN akan teruskan pemerintahannya for the next 5 years. Tahniah ye.. Actually, i was hoping for something different hehe, but im okay with both. However, my place Pas pegang. Herm..Im anticipating..look forward to this different party yang pegang. :)

Anyway, tengah2 pengumuman pru tu, muncul pulak satu berita yang upm tak cuti harini (⊙o⊙)？

Terus distract from pru and sibuk kat twitter. Mppupm umum kat twitter, tengah malam pulak tu. Gamat kejap TL aku duk bincang ngan horties pasal class ada ke tak. Everyone was hoping that lecturers didn't call each one of us. Siap ajak off phone ramai2 haha. It was so sudden. Bila baca status mppupm yang upm tak termasuk dalam cuti Selangor, I was like "SERIOUSLY?!". Cer stalk twitter kiteorang hahaha. Apapun, kelas harini macam senyap jeee...takde lah tu kot. Lecturers pun shock ke dgn results pru kat tempat diorang ke...mana la tau...semua bermain dengan emosi haha. Even my mom geram sebab Selangor tidak berwarna biru kali ni. Lainkalilah nampaknya haha. Kita ni jadikan tempat luahan hati dia..Please, just give Selangor to bn..kesiankan saya haha. Okay, just kidding.

Uuuu....kind a sensitive untuk tulis pasal topik ni. But, bukannya apa pun ╮(╯▽╰)╭ lagi 5 tahun saya boleh mengundi, 25 tahun O(∩_∩)O

K, boboi~

Now, teruskan hidup seperti biasa~





Lempeng untuk makan tengahari korang sume! hikhik. First trial buat pancake, tapi tak jadi lol noob betul.

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Test test 123

Testing ..haiii...sumeee...

Tengah pening nak pakai apps phone untuk blogger ni. Haa, time2 bz camni la kan ngengada nak pening tuk perkara yang kurang penting haha.

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Kenangan di Kuching, Sarawak

Sebenarnya dua minggu yang lepas, aku bercuti ke Kuching, Sarawak.

Tadaa! Here I am~ V(^_^)V

First time naik flight.

Hehe. Lame ke? Nope lah. Masih ramai lagi yang tak merasa naik flight. It can be anyone dreams to onboard right? hehe.

Kira rezeki saya datang awal sikit. Proud to be the youngest one that board on plane among in my siblings huhe. If in my family, of course my niece and nephews are the youngest one. Tahniah korang! haha Hebak! Yelah, sekarang ni tiket dah affordable. Thanks to AirAsia woot2! Airasia je saya mampu hihi.

But, yeah..overall I enjoy my vacation... all the pics I've been uploaded in my Facebook.

Kiteorang pegi Kampung Budaya kat Gunung Santubong, dan mandi kolam kat resort situ. Sempat berfoya-foya kan. Punya dah lama tak mandi kolam kan, aku dah lupa macam mana nak terapung. Adakah aku je yang semakin berat? =.= ehhhh, takleh jadi ni. Nasib baik UPM ada swimming pool, boleh la aku pergi refresh balik skill terapung aku ni hahaha. Okay, dah la tak bole terapung. Aku boleh pula terlupa nak bawak tudung spare =.=

Dah sedap mandi lencun tudung semua, tiba-tiba aku macam termenung. "Alamak...tudung tak bawak T_T " Nasib baik aku pakai syria kecik kat dalam sebab tudung kangaroo kan kind a jarang. Tapi aku suka saiz besar dia so dalam tu pakai syria. Aku berani pakai syria je sebab kolam tu takde orang pun, hanya kite-kiteorang je. Lagi pun, tak lama mandi..just satu setengah jam je. Sebabnya haritu last day kiteorang kat Sarawak, petang tu dah kena naik flight. Mandi kolam tu around tengahari. Nasib baik tudung kangaroo cepat kering, phew~

Ni kolam tu...

Nampak macam cetek kan, tapi dalam gak laa..paras leher jugak lah. Kejap, untuk saya kira dalam lah ye. Hemphhh. Tak kira! Dalam laaa haha. Ni air dari gunung..sejuk~~~~ ^_^

Kolam ni jugak tempat kejadian dimana aku telah mengorbankan sesuatu benda yang penting untuk hari yang penting. Haihhh... Begini ceritanya...Aku ngan mereka dah la eksaited nak mandi kolam..then, sampai je nampak cantik sangat. Tanpa lengahkan masa yang ada, kami pun masuk je laa..dah mandi...dah terapung (failed many times)..dah terjun yang gaya sopan..semua dah..Lisa pun ajak la balik, as usual, "Jap Lisa..last..last..) Aku pun berenang la ke tepi, then terasa macam ada sesuatu dalam poket. Something yang solid and the feeling memegangnya so familiar. Aku keluarkan dan "Astaghfirrullahalazim..."..

Guess what?

It was my phone. My beloved samsung Y!

Menatap skrin dia bercorak tompokan air di dalamnya. Oh my. Tiada harapan ni. Kalau setakat beberapa saat tu boleh lagi..ni beberapa puluh minit tah. Apa kena tah dengan aku haritu. Blur terlebih. Dah la tu, nak contact ngan abah semua nak jemput nanti. Haritu aku rasa macam sangat something.. wae geureoni, Ninashiii?

In nonetheless, feels good sebab dapat spend time with Aimi, Lisa and Nina (yeah, other Nina haha). Rarely lah kan macam 24 jam berkepit macam ni. Rasa macam dah family je. Lisa maknya. Aimi alongnya. The Ninas adik-adik. Haha. Takde keje but yeah. Worth it. Korang memang seronok di bawak berjalan. Jom la lagi lepas niiii...hikhik. Aku dengar ada plan baru kan? Count me in! InsyaAllah..

Takle bela, lepas flight touch down (eceh, bahasa orang naik flight hahaha) aku macam terpikir,, "Okay, nak pegi mana pulak lepas ni? " Over kan? hahaha. Hope lebih ramai dapat join and memeriahkan suasana next time. Time study ni la kita boleh buat eksplorasi bersama-sama. Mak saya cakap time study ni la pergi jenjalan...bila lagi? Kan? Jom jom jom hihi

potret famili haha

p/s : kalau nak phone baru, jgn lupa letak dalam poket time nak pegi mandi kolam. Gurau je. Banyak lagi cara lain hahaha XD

Oh ye, saya betul-betul tak sengaja okay haha.